Baby steps toward CHANGE

2016, my year of change.

I’ve stated it publicly. I am determined to achieve it. I am committed to accepting it.  (Thanks, Darlene, for that last point.)

For me, change means stepping beyond myself, my comfort zone, my place of safety.  Even if that step is only a baby step, it is a step forward to my goal.

I am not saying I want to change everything about myself, or that I want to make drastic changes in my life. What I mean is I am working on my attitude and beliefs about my God-given abilities, talents, gifts, creativity. And fear – I am making baby steps away from the fear and toward the reality of who I am as a creative and what I am capable of doing.

“The key to change … is to let go of fear.”  – Rosanne Cash

 

My goal, which I’m sure you all know by now, is to write children’s books for publication. The changes have begun for me to achieve this:

  1. I have my own writing coach as of September 2015;
  2. I’m ending my publishing of a newsletter I (very sadly) haven’t had the focus and leading to do anymore; after many years it’s hard to let go. I have the final issue to complete and loose ends to tidy up;
  3. my publishing room will become my writing room, my creative space, which I’m excited to prepare;
  4. I’ve continued with Tara Lazar’s PiBoIdMo each November, keeping the ideas coming. To take those ideas further, Friday I signed on for a year of *12×12, making that huge (for me) leap in commitment when I’m not sure how I’m going to manage the challenge. Having said that, I signed on because I need what is being offered through it in order to reach my goal. (I did 12×12 in 2012, Julie Hedlund’s first year offering 12×12; now it’s much advanced from those beginnings.)

The biggest change for me is my private outlook, my self-talk, what I believe about myself. Change in those will bring about the most change in me and how I approach my writing.

“Incredible change happens in your life when you decide to take control of what you do have power over instead of craving control over what you don’t.” – Steve Maraboli

Yes, 2016 is my year of CHANGE, the follow-up to and continuation of POSITIVITY – my word in 2015.

I am determined.     I will need reminders. And energy. And focus and refocus. (That’s not a negative already, I know how it’s been and I’m needing to not go there.)

My life as caregiver will continue as it has been, with the change being in me, in how I use my other time. There’s no progress in wishing things were different.

“Life has no remote. Get up and change it yourself.” – Thegoodvibe.co

This could be an exciting year, a challenging year, a surprising year.

2016.

My year of change.

* If YOU are interested in writing children’s books, it is not too late to sign up for 12×12. Just follow the link I provided above in my point #4.

Can you relate to the struggle of staying the course? What are your goals and determinations that you know will make a remarkable change for you? (Or put that in past tense, what were your goals … and how did you manage to meet them?)

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings!  🙂

PiBoIdMo — I won the challenge!

It’s December 1 already –

twenty-four days to Christmas.

December 1 –

the day after PiBoIdMo ended, and …

the first day of Post-PiBo.

Post-PiBo is the week after the inspirational Picture Book Idea Month (brain child of Tara Lazar), the week when daily guests post encouraging and helpful advice on how to proceed with all our ideas gleaned in thirty days.

Yesterday, November 30, was the last day of the 30-day challenge to write a picture book idea each day – any idea that could be used in creating a picture book. This was my fifth year of taking on PiBoIdMo and it is my most creative to date. I’ve completed (won) in the other four years I’ve done this, but this year? This year I surprised myself. On day 17 I already had 30 ideas! By the end of day 30, the final day of the challenge, I completed with 65 – yes! 65! – ideas. 

Here’s my badge to prove it.

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Yessiree … I’m doing my happy dance! 

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Not quite like that but you get my point.

Actually, if when even one of my ideas is developed into a picture book and makes it to being published, the above will be even less of the happy dance I’ll be doing. You can be sure of that.  🙂  Perhaps you will join me? 

One year I won one of the prizes given out at the end. It was a cute caricature of me, based on the illustrator’s insect characters. I may show you sometime what he sent me. I think it’s meant to be a combination of a firefly and a mosquito – or a misinterpretation of a firefly.

Tara Lazar does an amazing job of putting together six weeks of inspiration for writers of all skill levels and experience. She is a published picture book author herself, having written The Monstore which I reviewed hereLittle Red Gliding Hood, I Thought This Was a Bear Book, and Normal Norman.  She has two more picture books coming out in 2016. I urge you to buy, borrow, and for sure .. read and share .. her books.

Right now I am happy and feeling a little proud of myself for managing to go beyond what I’ve done before. This time I will complete manuscripts.

What or who inspires you? What challenges helped you to go beyond what you thought you could do?

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings! 🙂

PiBoIdMo; writing through caregiving, loss & other things

November seems to be quickly disappearing; I’m having trouble keeping up!

I want to tell you about a few things, late, but here it is anyway.

Past years I’ve told you about PiBoIdMo. That’s Picture Book Idea Month created and super-efficiently managed by Tara Lazar every November 1-30 since she made it public in 2009. Check out her website HEREI participated for my first time when I learned of it in 2010, and every year since except for 2012. How many ideas have I come up with for picture book stories during those Novembers? Around 170. They aren’t all complete stories, of course. Some are names, some are titles, some are vague ideas, but a few … a few are almost the full story. (Gotta love when that happens.) Perhaps I will be able to combine some of the others to come up with interesting picture books.

This year I have taken on the PiBoIdMo challenge again. It’s fun and stimulates creativity. So far, by day 18, I’ve thought up 31 ideas. There’s one I like in particular having to do with Remembrance Day, known to many as Veterans Day.

As you may recall,  my word for 2015 is POSITIVITY

  • definition: noun: the state or quality of being positive; a quality or state characterized by certainty or acceptance or affirmation

– a tough one to maintain, I’ve discovered. For me, I see it as not giving up my dream … in whatever way that plays out with my writing aspirations. Although I seem to have made very little progress, I haven’t quit yet. I guess that’s worth something. I’m finding that, as we continue on with caregiving of our Dad who’s changing a little more each month, it’s getting harder to focus well on my writing and to do what I really want to do with it. This week I’ve made an effort to sign up for online courses that should give me a boost to learn more of what I need to know. PLUS, two months ago I received the blessing of a private writing coach! I am so excited about that! So although 2015 hasn’t been a productive year in writing, it perhaps has been beneficial in laying groundwork for 2016. What does it seem like to you?

Sad news: The lovely white-faced grey cockatiel my husband got me almost 21 years ago died this month.

PreciousPrecious was 21 years of age this month. In captivity cockatiels can live up to 25 years, so I think she did well. Even with my little Schnoodle, the house seems strangely empty without my exotic pet chirping and whistling to me when I come in the door. She used to answer my microwave and wall oven when I’d set them. 🙂 Precious also mimicked my beautiful old deaf cat, Scamper, several years ago when she’d go yowling around the house. Recently she’d begun mimicking my Meyya’s yip and whine. Yes, it’s sadly strange without her in our house anymore.

This evening I took special snacks to the Alzheimer’s Caregivers support group I’ve been attending for four years … (or is it a little longer? I’m not sure) … to celebrate with them. You see, Monday was my birthday – yes, I made it to another one. We caregivers have developed into a fun group as we support and encourage and inform one another while we make our way through difficult and emotionally painful situations. It’s fun because we all get along, we laugh a lot, and allow the tears that are necessary at times. Alzheimer’s is not fun but funny things happen, and we do have to keep our sense of humour. It’s a rough road. 

It’s been a busy time of late, with appointments, meetings, and trying to keep everything in order here at Dad’s. My writing? Well, there’s still hope! I’m not done yet. 🙂

How do you keep on writing midst the positive or negative stresses of life?

Do you have dreams or goals that keep you pressing onward?

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings!  🙂

 

PiBoIdMo has ended – my update

Today is the first day of December … already!! Where did the time go? Yikes! And I love that it’s snowing on my blog. 🙂  (Thanks, Word Press!)

Soon it will be Christmas Day; I have a lot to do at home and at Dad’s to even feel ready for this special time of year, but I have begun – with help. I appreciate the beauty of this season (not the intense cold that comes with it) and especially the true meaning of Christmas.

The writerly news is …

PiBoIdMo ended at midnight November 30 …

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Just at the last moment I came up with the cutest title which has me thinking of a story to go with it. The great news is I completed PiBoIdMo with a win. The goal was to have 30 ideas, be they ever so small or detailed, and I got almost 50. YAY!

vinvogel_piboldmo_winnerPicture Book Idea Month is truly helpful when one is pursuing creative writing goals. Now Tara Lazar has begun a week of Post-PiBo posts which are a fantastic way to end this month-long event. She is genius in her contribution to the world of writing for children, and I’ve been very encouraged along the way – thanks to her.

The next fun part is after all this ends Tara has the task of giving out prizes to those of us who completed the challenge. Of course, with so many of us signed on not everyone will win a prize, but we are all winners if we participated in this event and took in what all the authors, illustrators and agents shared with us. It’s been an especially good PiBoIdMo for me at a time when I really needed to put my mind on creative things.

Did you take part in PiBoIdMo; if so how did you do? OR … Do you have any other successes to share, or goals you wish to achieve?

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings! 

Picture Book Idea Month (aka PiBoIdMo) began today!

Today is a great day for picture book authors and illustrators.

Today is the first day of Picture Book Idea Month 2014, also known as PiBoIdMo. (Learn more HERE.) Thanks to Tara Lazar who is the creator of this inspiring challenge, November 1-30 is brainstorming month for those of us who appreciate the push, nudge, encouragement to capture our ideas. (Read my interview with Tara HERE.) This morning before I was out of bed I was thinking about this being Day One of PiBoIdMo and how I just didn’t want to get out of my bed yet … and an idea came to me for a picture book! Yay! I still haven’t written it down but that’s next on my to-do list. Maybe in the next couple of brainstorming days I can add to that story by coming up with my character’s name and a great title for the book. Or maybe I will settle on those today – now the imagination wheels have begun to turn again. Either way, I will try to keep track on my blog as I progress with this year’s PiBoIdMo challenge.

piboidmo2014wordpressbannerIt is not too late if you are interested take part in Picture Book Idea Month; you have until midnight of November 7 to read about it and register HERE.

Each November since 2010 I have worked on a YA fiction novel, last year being the least I added to it. With a little regret, this year I decided to not participate in National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo). This means I may not even finish my novel, but I surely want to! My problems are tiredness, trying to beat back depression, too much going on in my brain as it is – including all I feel I have to do or should be doing but not wanting to overextend myself further. I care about my own health, and if I get sick I am of little help to anyone else. My dad needs me, my sister needs my contributed half in caring for Dad, my husband and daughters even need me sometimes. And, of course, little Meyya needs me.  Okay, there. Does that sound convincing enough?

Even though this month I’m not officially adding to my novel through NaNoWriMo, my fiction story stays on the back burner of my mind. I’m not sure how to bring it to its natural end yet, but the characters won’t go away. It seems they’re telling me this is a novel that needs to be completed, which I plan to do. In fact, I’m kind of excited to see how it turns out!

What it comes down to is I believe my biggest problem may be lack of adequate organization of my time. Well, that and I get distracted easily. And I’m tired. And I have so many ideas and things I want to do.  hmm  Yeah, I’ll go back to the first point – lack of adequate organization of my time.  (Can anybody relate to this?)

Share with me your thoughts on this.

What do you find to be the main thing that prevents you from moving forward, and how do you conquer it? Any tips for me on how to better divide and manage my time?

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings!  🙂

 

 

Illustrator contributes his talent for children with cancer!

There’s always something, isn’t there? 🙂  I finally finished the book I was reading and was going to get a review ready when I discovered I’d lost my internet connection. Repairs were being done on the tower after something went wrong following the weekend’s stormy weather, I was told. When all was restored I didn’t get back to my computer at a decent time to prepare the review.

I am scheduling this post for Thursday morning. Since on that day I am going to be participating in a Dementia Strategy in the city (an hour away) I’m not staying up late tonight (Wednesday) to work on my review. I’m very tired, trying to stay ahead of depression and not doing very well at it, and making myself go to some things so I don’t crawl under a rock to hide. (I’d really rather hide.) Besides that, October 30 is my husband’s and my anniversary, so we are meeting after the strategy and his work day to go out to dinner somewhere before coming back home.

What I decided to do instead of working on a book review is share a post the wonderful Tara Lazar has on her blog. (She wants it shared; I don’t just copy other people’s posts.) Tara is the creator of PiBoIdMo which I’m happy to be participating in again –  with the hope it helps me keep going and thinking creative thoughts.

The post is about an illustrator who is contributing his talent to help children with cancer. Please go HERE to read about it. It’s really inspiring. There’s even opportunity for you to help if you are so moved.

While you’re on Tara’s blog, take a look at the PiBoIdMo page. Sign up if you want, there’s still time to get in on the fun if you’re reading this before November 8th. If you don’t want to register you can still benefit from the posts but you can’t participate in draws to win neat writers’ stuff or join the FaceBook group — if you’re on FB — which I’m not — so I miss out. (I seem to miss lots of stuff because of that. *sigh*)

As I was saying, check out Tara’s guest – Illustrator Steve Barr. You’ll be impressed, and you get a drawing lesson, too! 

Do you draw or want to learn? (I want to learn!)  Are you taking part in Picture Book Idea Month in November? (You are? Me too! 🙂 )

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings!  🙂

 

 

Interview with Tara Lazar

tarablogphoto2013Today I am delighted to welcome Tara Lazar to my blog. Tara is a mover and shaker in the world of children’s books. She graciously agreed to an interview with me to share about her journey and the exciting things she is learning and doing as a writer.

Tara, welcome! Thank you so much for consenting to allow me to pick your brain. First of all, congratulations on the publishing in 2013 of your first picture book The Monstore. It is a fabulous picture book.  (To read my review click here.)

Now, let’s dig right in. Please tell us a little about yourself.

I’m a pajama addict and I have one husband, two daughters, and far too many stuffed animals. I love to laugh. And according to my daughters, I laugh far too loud in far too many public places.

 

I love to laugh, too, and to make people laugh. Nothing wrong with that! 🙂 When did you first know you wanted to be a writer? Who or what inspired you?

Honestly I knew from just about the time I learned how to write. I would always cheer HOORAY! when a teacher announced it was time for creative writing…while the rest of the class groaned.

All the books of my childhood inspired me—those by Roald Dahl, Judy Blume, Beverly Cleary, Paula Danziger, William Steig and Charles M. Schulz. The kicker was learning that “She Was Nice to Mice” was written by 12-year-old Ally Sheedy. I said to myself, “I can do that, too!” Of course, it took me a little longer to actually do it…

 

But, you did do it. Yay! As a writer, do you do much reading? How important is it to you to read other authors’ work?

I read daily. It’s a joy, an escape and an education. It’s like a football coach studying the competing team’s plays.

Over the last five years I’ve read so much that I’ve stopped watching almost all TV. I find that it just doesn’t stimulate me the way reading does. I get easily bored with TV. I never thought I’d ever say that. I was a TV kid growing up; you couldn’t unglue me from the set.

 

You have inspired me already! There’s where I can pick up my reading time instead of idly watching TV to veg, except for some movies. Who were/are your favourite authors? How have they affected your own writing?

Roald Dahl is my favourite author and a quote from The Minpins reflects my attitude towards my own writing: “And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you, because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.”

 

Oh, I love that inspiring quote! Why are picture books where your heart is?

I love the play of images and text that combine to create the whole—it’s greater than the sum of its parts. I never outgrew my six-year-old need for illustrations in a story.

 

Many of my readers will have heard about PiBoIdMo – Picture Book
Idea Month. This is your brain child, and a challenge I participated
in three times so far. How did you get this started and why? For our
readers who don’t know much about PiBoIdMo, please tell us about it.

I got started because I was jealous of all the novelists having fun in November with NaNoWriMo. I wanted a challenge for picture book writers. So I created one.

The challenge of PiBoIdMo is to create 30 picture book concepts in 30 days. Just an idea a day—you don’t have to write an entire manuscript (but you can if the mood strikes). Every day in November my blog features author, illustrator and editor guest bloggers who write about their own sources of inspiration, to encourage you along on your journey.

 

You do so much each year to inspire others through PiBoIdMo; it’s obviously loads of work. How long does it take you to get each year’s challenge set up with all your wonderful guest contributors, exciting prizes, and well-executed scheduling?

Funny, I have no idea how much time it takes! I love doing it, so time isn’t of consequence. I compose my wish list of guest bloggers throughout the year and start sending out invitations in August. By October, I’ve got it all scheduled. Each year I get a little better at organizing it. Organization is not my strong suit.

 

How has PiBoIdMo affected your own writing over the years, what has it done for you?

Well, I never complete my own darn challenge, that’s for sure! But being so immersed in picture books during the month gives me plenty of inspiration. I usually write a new manuscript in November.

 

Excellent! Do you have an agent? A critique group?

Yes and yes. I think both are crucial to my career.

 

The Monstore

How long did it take you to pull this book together to your satisfaction? And then how did you catch the attention of a publisher so The Monstore became a reality? Did you have to change your story much for it to be accepted and ready?

Honestly it was never to the point where I felt comfortable submitting it. I was gun-shy after years of rejections. My crit partner, Corey Rosen Schwartz (author of “The Three Ninja Pigs”), thought it was ready and encouraged me to query agents. It got attention and I signed with Ammi-Joan Paquette of the Erin Murphy Literary Agency. Joan sold it a few weeks afterwards. It was a whirlwind. And it spoiled me. No other sale has been that quick.

 

What a great start! How did James Burks become the illustrator of The Monstore? Your work and his are an excellent combination.

My editor and art director at Aladdin suggested James. They sent me a link to his online portfolio, explaining he could draw children as well as he could draw monsters—not an easy feat—and I agreed, “Yes, yes, a thousand times YES!”

 

It is exciting that this year you have another book coming to our bookstores! Please talk about that and what you have lined up for publishing.

I THOUGHT THIS WAS A BEAR BOOK features an alien who gets knocked out of his book and crash-lands into the book of Goldilocks and the Three Bears. Chaos ensues. I then have three more picture books under contract. And hopefully more…and more…

 

What a delightful story! Three more under contract? Wow! I look forward to the more … and more … 🙂
When do you write? Do you set goals for yourself?

I write all different times of day. While eating lunch, while falling asleep, while taking a shower. I don’t follow any particular structure or routine. In fact, I’m a very anti-routine type of person. I like doing things differently every day, and that means I don’t necessarily write every day. But I am almost always thinking of my stories, and I count thinking as “writing with invisible ink.”

 

“writing with invisible ink.” That must be what I do as I mull an idea over in my mind quite awhile, the trick is to get it onto paper. What process do you go through when writing and perfecting a story? How do you keep track of your ideas?

I write down ideas as soon as I get them. If the idea is really eating at me, I’ll begin a Word Doc with the title, premise, or first few lines. Sometimes I’ll even write a first draft immediately.

My process is different for every story. Some shoot out like a rocket; I can’t stop them. Others take a lot of “marinating”—that is, letting them sit in my subconscious for weeks or months. And yet others get revised 90 gazillion times, for years.

 

How do you manage your time with family, speaking engagements, PiBoIdMo, and everything else going on in your busy life?

I’m a fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants kind of gal. I try not to structure my days and instead gravitate toward what I feel like that day. Plus I have MS, which means every day is different for my body and I can’t really plan too much or else I get exhausted. So I go by feeling. Miraculously, it all seems to balance out. Except the laundry.

 

Wow! You manage very well with what you have to deal with daily. I have a hard time living by a schedule on the best of days. What interests do you have apart from writing and anything involved with writing?

I used to be a figure skater, but since I was diagnosed with MS, I have not been able to skate. Writing has filled up that spot in my heart.

I also enjoy making jewelry. I taught myself how to wrap wire and bead, and I can sit for hours just creating. Right now I’m making book rings—they’re adorable!

 

I’m sorry you can no longer skate, that must have been a disappointing loss. It’s wonderful you are such a creative person so you can still find expression through your artistic projects … and I’m so glad you love to write. In closing, do you have any advice for hopefuls?

Have fun writing. Let your enthusiasm shine through. Choose this career because you love it—you love it like you can’t live without it. This business is extremely difficult, and you need that love to pull you through.

 

Thank you for this excellent advice and inspiring interview, Tara!

 

Check out Tara Lazar‘s blog here for helpful information for writers, and see what books she has coming up. If you are a hopeful writer of children’s books, and you want to participate in a fun, inspiring, information-filled challenge, while there click on the link for PiBoIdMo.

Thanks for reading, and … Creative Musings!